If I Ain’t Got You
If any of you have ever been involved in a romantic relationship, I will bet my bottom dollar that there is a song that reminds you of it. You may not like to admit it though. You might consider it to be slushy and sentimental, to have a song that makes you come over all amorous, or reflective, but I am sure that there is one lurking there, filed under ‘Love’ in your brain’s memory banks.
When I met Julie, in 2000, we soon had a few songs that we could associate with the time and place of our new relationship. As well as our individual favourites, there were a few contenders for songs that were new to us both, and made us think about each other, when we were apart. One worth a mention, was the hit song ‘Groovejet (If this ain’t love)’, by Spiller, with vocals by Sophie Ellis Bextor. This was released that summer, before we started seeing each other in the autumn. I played it a lot, and Julie liked it too. The lyrics seemed to have a connection to our situation at the time, and we often thought it a very special song, just for for us. The other song with seemingly appropriate lyrics and theme that year was ‘The Time Is Now’, by Moloko, sung by Rosin Murphy. As we started our journey as a couple, it was as if songs written perfectly for us, were appearing from everywhere.
Of course, we were old enough to appreciate that they were just pop songs, and that the symbolism, though relevant, was just amusingly coincidental. Music featured a lot in those early days, and we would sit in my flat in Camden, and have ‘music nights’, both of us playing our favourites, old and new. As we carried on seeing each other, and becoming closer, we took less notice of lyrics in songs, perhaps settling into the knowledge that we were going to stay together, come what may. We did still have a soft spot for the Spiller and Moloko songs though, and always mentioned that they were ‘our songs’, whenever we heard them.
In 2003, I heard a new song, from Alicia Keys. I already knew of this talented young woman, and had bought her CD ‘Songs in A Minor’. This new song was instantly memorable, with a piano intro, great structure, and meaningful lyrics. I couldn’t get it out of my head, and bought the CD soon after. It was called ‘If I Ain’t Got You’, and the words immediately made me think of Julie, and our relationship. We both liked it very much, and played it often. One day, I remarked to Julie, that if we ever got married, then this song should be our first dance, such was the relevance it had for us. She agreed, and that was the end of the conversation.
Six years later, in 2009, we finally did get married; after nine years together, and many ups and downs in our lives, that we had worked through as a couple. Although many great songs had appeared in those intervening years, there was still only one choice for our first dance. And I almost missed it. I was standing outside the venue, chatting, and had to be rounded up by friends, to go in and have the first dance at our wedding. This September, we will have been married for five years, and together for fourteen. This song still means as much to me today, as when I first heard it, all those years ago.
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I love this song so much, still know all the words.
It was my wedding song, with Julie. I must get the video back. Will have to sort that later.
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That’s lovely Pete. I love Alicia Keys, her talent is amazing.
Strange that I don’t recall any songs from the start of my romantic relationships, but I do remember songs that were played (constantly it seemed at the time) when both my marriages broke up. First one was late 1976 when Chicago’s “If you leave me now” was on the airwaves – every time the line “you’ll take away the very heart of me” played I was sobbing!
Move forward 8 or so years and the song that broke my heart (and still brings a tear to the eye) is Bonnie Tyler singing “Total Eclipse of the Heart” – “Once upon a time I was falling in love, But now I’m only falling apart”
What can I say?
Jude, your comment has ‘stolen’ the next post in this series! Never mind, I know exactly what you mean, and ‘break-up’ songs are just as powerful, if not more so, than ‘get together’ songs. Your two examples illustrate the dilemma well.
Regards as always, Pete . x
I look forward to your ‘break-up’ songs. I wonder what they will be…
How sweet Pete 🙂 I have no idea what our first dance song was because we didn’t get to choose one 😦 but we did get 3 or 4 during the ceremony 😉 songs are great for bringing back memories 🙂 xx
I’m just an old softy under that gruff exterior Sophie!
As ever, Pete. XX