(I am going to be away from the blog for a few days, probably until next Monday. Nothing dramatic, just to let you all know I will be doing my best to catch up on everything when I get back.)
I must be in a reflective mood today, as I got to thinking about how many times we try things, in a long life. I remember my Dad telling me, “If you never try, you won’t know if you can do it”. He was talking about swimming at the time, but as he had just let go of me in a sea-pool, and I had almost choked on the water, I didn’t get his point at that moment.
The next thing he wanted me to try was to be good at sport. He was the sort of Dad who wanted his son to be the winner, and the sporting prowess of his own youth drove him on. I tried playing football, even though I obviously lacked the natural talent that marks the gifted player. I finally settled for being the goalkeeper, at the age of eight. In my first Sunday morning match, I let in (or failed to save) seven goals, and the team lost 7-0. After that, they chose a different goalkeeper.
I did manage to do quite well at running, at least over short distances. I was chosen to run in the 100 yards for my primary school, and very excited. However, when the day came, my Dad was unable to attend the sports event, so never saw me come first, just that once. When I was older, I tried Hockey, something of an unusual sport for boys at the time. My Dad got me a professional hockey stick, but never managed to find the time to watch me play in a match. And I did OK too.
As I got older, he decided it was time for me to learn to try ‘manly’ tasks. Things like digging up the garden, using power tools, and servicing car engines. Although I had little or no interest in such things, I had to try. My skill with carpentry was non-existent, and that seemed to infuriate him. Perhaps because he was a trained carpenter, and assumed that skill would be inherited. The workings of car engines were also a mystery to me, and I had a tendency to drop important tiny parts as I fumbled in the depths of the mechanism. Digging was easy enough, so I was set to hard labour, re-modelling the large garden under his tutelage.
Next, I had to try to learn about hanging wallpaper, and painting doors with gloss paint. Once again, I tried, but had no apparent skill in these areas either. My brush left bristles in the fresh paint, and the folded wallpaper stuck to itself, before tearing. Dad concluded that I wasn’t trying hard enough, and preferred to do it on his own. When I stated “At least I tried”, he shook his head in disdain.
Once I was grown, married, and living in a place of my own, I had many new things to try. After much effort, I did manage to plumb in a washing machine, but a friend was giving me instructions over the phone, I confess. I bought an electric drill, and was so proud when I managed to put up a series of curtain poles, and a whole wall of shelving. Admittedly, the poles may not have been completely level, but at least one side of the curtains closed easily. Facing facts that I was never going to be a useful house painter or wallpaper-hanger, I paid a professional to do those jobs. I reasoned that I was providing much needed employment for the tradesmen concerned.
I even tried my hand at electrics. Changing plugs was easy, but that lulled me into a false sense of security. I rewired a fan heater, and very pleased with myself, I plugged it in, only to blow everything in the house. At least I then had to learn a new skill, replacing a fuse wire. When we bought a new central light, I decided that I would try to attach it to the fixture in the ceiling. But as I hadn’t thought to isolate the live connection first, I managed to blow myself off of the step ladder, and received a nasty electric shock into the bargain. After that, I employed electricians.
Cars were still a mystery, though I could manage to change a wheel, replace oil and air filters, and even once repaired a carburettor. For anything else, it was a trip to the car dealer, and an expensive bill. The time came when I despaired of trying anything, as I was convinced I would fail by default. Even house plants died in my care, rarely lasting a week. Trying to trim decorative bushes in the small garden resulted in lots of dead shrubbery, as I had presumably cut too deep, and at the wrong time. My wife at the time began to despair of me ever being able to do anything, and made her opinions known to all.
When I applied to join the Ambulance Service, she counselled against it. “You hate blood, you are not a practical person, and you cannot even watch an operation on television. How are you going to be able to do that job?”. “I won’t know, until I try”. Was my reply. So I tried, and for once, I succeeded. Not only did I manage to learn the necessary skills, I was very good at the job too. At the age of 28, I had finally found something that I could do, something that not everyone else could do too.
I can’t tell you just how good that felt.
Some people never find anything they are good at. I can study (or could. My brain isn’t what it used to be), listen to people, and reading (and write a tiny bit), but the list of the things I can’t do and I’m a disaster at is very long. I can’t take pictures, just to mention another thing you are very skilled at. I’m very pleased you kept trying. ♥
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Thanks very much, Olga. You are very good at what matters to you, that’s the main thing.
Best wishes, Pete.
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AND one of the best ambulancemen that it’s been my pleasure to meet! Skilled, the sort of guy you would want by your side if you were ill or injured, a hero at a major London train crash, Oh, and ‘King of the Chat too 🙂
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Thanks for those kind words, Jim. I’m blushing now! 🙂
(Got your letter today, running late with the Xmas cards)
Best wishes, Pete.
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I am still trying to find something I am good at. I am sort of good at cooking but nothing too challenging.
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Plenty of time, Abbi. You are a good Mum, so that’s one thing to start you off.
Best wishes, Pete.
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I’m like all mums… just about adequate! 😊
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All this experience lead you to writing. It takes practive and experience to be good at whatever you do. Your dad would be proud!
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that should be practice…
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Thanks, Lara. Those uncomfortable memories of my youth made me want to do at least one thing well. I managed a few, so I am happy enough.
Best wishes, Pete.
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You have a gift Pete. Writing has to come from this place. Best to you always.
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As I have been away for over a week once again due to health it is nice to read a motivational and charming post. I hope Kent was a pleasant visit for you. As some have mentioned, I whole heartedly agree that you are a gifted writer which proves a sucess in itself and your humble nature with trying your hands at many things to find your place of belonging is very admirable.
At the age of 29, I often wonder what mine is , I used to play the piano but it did not last for too long for me to be very good, then I tried to draw but I felt I was not so talented but I suppose ‘if at first you don’t succeed, try, try again seems to go hand in hand.
Sincerely Sonea
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Thanks for your kind words, Sonea. Despite everything, I have a good feeling that things will get better for you, and that one day you will discover that you are very good at something you also enjoy doing.
Best wishes as always, Pete.
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Thank you for having the faith and the support here. I am trying my best to keep up with managing not only on WordPress but to do my own things though the pain and exhaustion that comes with such an illness is challenging. I have alot to give and my passion with certain things though it can be limited at times. But alas I shall continue to strive through.
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You don’t have to Pete, I know how good it must have felt. I’m glad you found it at 28. Lovely post about memories.
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Thanks, Lloyd. It felt good to recall that good feeling! 🙂
Cheers, Pete.
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I just read your article about writing reviews for Amazon that you did as a Guest Author. I loved it! I am the kind of person who would do something like that, because it makes me feel happy, and satisfied that I might just help someone – with their shopping! 😛 The Vine Program sounds so good though.
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Thanks very much for reading and commenting. I am very glad that you enjoyed my guest post.
Best wishes, Pete.
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I sure did! It is such a unique feeling to find like minded individuals on the blogosphere.
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It is always a journey to find what each of us are good at. And, in the end of the journey what does it really matter, We are who we are and through my own eyes that is good enough… Great blog here my dearest friend.. Take care, Laura
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Thanks as always, Laura. Just back from a few days away. And it was snowing! 🙂
Best wishes, Pete.
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oh my snowing across the pond, what did you think of it… ??
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You know me, Laura. I hate snow! 🙂 🙂
I left a comment on your ‘Vlog’ post.
Best wishes, Pete.
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Thank you Pete, for commenting on my You Tube video.. every little bit helps. I’m having fun making the vlogs of sorts… But, then I came down with a cold that lasted over a month, just as I was getting it started.. Never fails , eh… Take care, Laura
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Few persist at working hard and trying so many things. Hats off to you! And you DID succeed. Great post, Pete. Best to you.
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Thanks, Jennie. Good to finally be good at something! 🙂
Best wishes, Pete.
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You are good at many things… like writing. Best to you, Pete.
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I guess no one in your family ever identified you as a writer and astute observer of life around you. I am glad you figured out for yourself that you had those gifts.
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Thanks for those kind words, Elizabeth. I did once talk to my Dad about my writing, but he said “Try that when your car breaks down then”. 🙂
Best wishes, Pete.
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Sounds like what some of my art students’ parents told them. They had to support their own way through school, getting no encouragement from home.
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Lovely post Pete. I’m sure thousands of people were grateful that you weren’t good at decorating, gardening, cars or DIY. You were helping lots of peopl and you should be very proud of all you achieved x
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Thanks, Lauren. I’m just back from a short trip, and will catch up with your posts soon. x
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I am sure your dad meant well-but what a burden for a young boy-one thing you did achieve in the midst of all that-was fortitude, and apparently the courage to try again. These things surely have been wonderful factors in your life. On top of all that-you are a writer!
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Thanks very much, Michele. I suppose he was trying to prepare me for a life without needing tradesmen, but he had a strange way of doing it. I appreciate your kind comment.
Best wishes, Pete.
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Being a parent is tough and I am sure he was trying his best. You turned you to be who you are , and not bit shabby! Haha. I have learned from the “mistakes” my parents made. I guess my kids will learn from mine. You have a good day and celebrate just who you are! sincerely, Michele
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Everyone’s good at something, it’s just a matter of finding out what. This just shows you one shouldn’t foist one’s own expectations on one’s kids, something I’ve tried to avoid doing, how successfully, i don’t know. I see so many parents try to live their life through their kids. Have a lovely weekend, Pete🌺
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Thanks, Marina. I have never had kids, but like to think I would not have been the same.
I had a very nice few days away, despite some heavy snow! 🙂
Best wishes, Pete.
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A heartening story…if at first you don’t succeed, try, try again!
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Me and that spider in the cave, Sue! 🙂
Best wishes, Pete.
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Absolutely!
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taught you well, Pete. I haven’t heard the Mrs. complaining.
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Well said, GP Cox.
Me neither, no complaining. And you are very good with the computer, and you are an excellent author, a music and film expert and and and best of all, very good at taking care of Ollie!! Doggie persons are very competent. 🙂 ❤
Have a lovely break, take it easy. x
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Thanks for those kind words, Dina. We had a nice break, despite heavy snow in Kent.And Ollie enjoyed the change of scene too.
Love from Beetley, Pete and Ollie. X
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I think she would be happier if I was handier around the house, GP.
Then again, she has me, so can’t have everything! 🙂 🙂
Best wishes, Pete.
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Some people have no skills in teaching others and no patience either. A perfectionist has no tolerance for less than perfect work and constant irritation, demeaning comments and snide remarks turns even the most willing learner off. Fortunately for me my dad was pretty hopeless at sport or diy and I learned the practical skills from my mother who just got on with it. I still managed to electrocute myself though at the age of 12 when I replaced a light bulb in a standard lamp without switching it off! Lesson learned 🙂
Enjoy your break, whatever, wherever and stay warm!!
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Thanks, Jude. We had a few days at a friend’s in Kent. Heavy snow down there, but an enjoyable time.
Best wishes, Pete. x
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Enjoy your time away. I’m glad you found your niche finally, the world is a better place from your service you gave.
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Thanks, Ron. That’s a kind thing to say.
Best wishes, Pete.
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Never try to do what others want you to do. Go your own way and only do the things YOU want to try. That’s one of the most important lessons of life, I think.
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Thanks, Kerin. That is very good advice.
Best wishes, Pete.
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Great post, Pete. I’m sure lots of people were nodding in recognition. I hope your dad was pleased when you found that your talent and skills meant you could do such a worthwhile job. Enjoy your days away.
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He had long left home by then, Mary. Moved on to a new woman, and a different family.
But I never forgot those often troublesome times.
Best wishes, Pete.
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No, I can understand you don’t forget those times. I hope you realise you achieved something worthwhile in your life.
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I do appreciate that now, Mary.
Thanks for saying that though.
Best wishes, Pete.
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I had a chuckle at this one, great post. Enjoy your break.
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Cheers, Eddy. I could never manage your practical lifestyle, as I am sure you are well-aware.,
Best wishes, Pete.
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This was a very enlightening story that I really needed to hear right now as well. I just posted that I also am taking a few day break myself. Take care and have a good break. Have a good weekend, Dani Xoxo
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Thanks, Dani. I’m pleased that this post resonated with you. I hope that you had an enjoyable break too.
Best wishes, Pete. x
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Unfortunately I mainly took a break because of health concerns and they seemed to worsen last night!😓 I hope you had a lovely weekend though!🤗😗
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Sorry to hear that, Dani. I hope that you get better very soon. Sending good thoughts! 🙂 X
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Thanks so much for your thoughts Pete!!! Your kind words mean the world to me sweetheart!💖💖💖
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Wow, joining the ambulance service is a real credit to you.
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Thanks, Peggy. It was a real change for me at the time, but I enjoyed all 22 years of it.
Best wishes, Pete.
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Reblogged this on Die Erste Eslarner Zeitung – Aus und über Eslarn, sowie die bayerisch-tschechische Region!.
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Many thanks as always, Michael.
Best wishes, Pete.
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Same experience for me Pete, I do remember in interview saying I did not like needles and was told don’t worry you only have to use those if you want too. It didn’t take long to see that the needle I didn’t like was the one going into me. From then on no stopping………
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Cheers, Bobby. We had some great times, that’s for sure!
Best wishes, old friend. Pete.
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Congratulations on finding what you are good at! (Not everyone does.) Enjoy your break!! 🙂
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Thanks very much, Susanne. I did finally feel I belonged somewhere.
Best wishes, Pete.
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I am sorry you will be away in that I will miss your presence, but whatever it is you are doing, I hope it’s intellectually stimulating and relaxing. It’s a parent’s job to introduce to their kids all kinds of stuff with hopes they will excel and the “gift” found. That sure translates to insecurities if one doesn’t have the necessary talent. You found what you needed to do and I’m happy for you. You are also a solid, talented writer, so chalk that up to your plus column. Everyone loves you here, so see you soon!
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Thanks for those kind words, Cindy.
We had a few days in Kent, visiting friends. It was great, despite some heavy snow!
Best wishes, Pete. x
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Hope to hear from you soon. Stay warm!
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Pete, you not only had a successful career where you helped people and saved lives, but you’re a fantastic blogger, and a gifted writer. I reckon you should be proud of all you’ve accomplished. Have a nice few days off!😙
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Thanks very much, Kim. You are always so kind.
Best wishes, Pete.
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I hope you had a nice few days off my friend.🤗
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It was great, visiting old friends in Kent, in the south of England. Unfortunately, we had heavy snow there, but Ollie enjoyed it! 🙂
Best wishes, Pete.
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I’m glad you had a good visit despite the inclement weather. Is it me or is England getting a disproportionate amount of snow this early in the season?☃️
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It is unusually early for the south, but not unexpected. 🙂
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We got a few inches Friday night into Saturday, but it looks lovely. I probably won’t be saying that in February though!
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I think it’s a travesty that fathers try to force their sons to be what they are. Fathers and sons often have very different talents, very different interests, and very different personalities. I’m glad you found your niche in life. I dare say you are also a successful blogger.
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Thanks, David. I never had children, so didn’t have to try to impress them with anything! 🙂
Best wishes, Pete.
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Aw Pete, we are all useless at some things, and all have a special thing that we’re good at, or at least like doing! It’s a very special thing to be good at saving lives and helping people. Will miss you while you’re away but have a good time whatever you’re doing.
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Thanks, FR. Had a few days in Kent, visiting friends. It was a nice change of scene, but it snowed heavily down there! 😦
Best wishes, Pete.
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THANKS FOR SHARING, PETE. HOPE YOU ENJOY YOUR TIME AWAY FROM SOCIAL MEDIA!
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Shouty man 😊
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I sent my reply and didn’t realize I was on “caps lock!”
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Thanks, John. I haven’t looked at a phone, TV, or computer for three days!
And I only missed it a little tiny bit! 🙂
Best wishes, Pete.
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By the way, I wasn’t shouting on my previous note – I was on “auto cap lock!”
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I knew that, John. I am sure she was teasing. 🙂
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Enjoy your time away.
Warmest regards, Theo
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Thanks, Theo. We did! 🙂
Best wishes, Pete.
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