I woke up today with a strange feeling of panic pervading my mood. I was convinced that I had forgotten to do something, needed to do something urgently, or that something bad was about to happen. It has left a weird tension in my body, and my face feels flushed too.
I can’t ever remember this happening before, so like most unfamiliar things, I put it down to getting older. By nature I am a procrastinator, so never worry about not having done things, or anything on a ‘to-do’ list. But this feeling is nothing like that. It could be overwhelming, if I allowed it to be. So I am checking emails and writing on the blog, to force it from my mind.
It’s scary, I confess. In other circumstances, I might even be inclined to leave the house, off on a quest for the unknown thing that bothers me. I don’t really believe in prescience, psychic foreboding, or real visions of future events. However, I could be persuaded otherwise this morning, I know that.
Anyone else ever get this? I would dearly love to know what is causing it.