I am delighted to have received a guest post from American blogger and writer, Abbie Johnson Taylor.
It is a short story.
STARTING OVER
Shelby gazed out the kitchen window at the barn and surrounding landscape, covered in winter snow. More flakes were falling from an overcast sky, cascading in swirls of white. It felt so good to be home. She’d always loved her parents’ ranch in Wyoming, the wide open spaces, the livestock, the wildlife, even the harsh winters, and wished she hadn’t left after marrying Ian. As a matter of fact, she wished she hadn’t married Ian at all.
The kitchen door opened, and her father came in, stomping the snow off his boots and closing the door. “Boy, it’s really coming down out there,” he said, removing his gloves and stuffing them in his coat pockets.”
Shelby turned to him with a smile and said, “Well, the dishes are washed and put away, and the kitchen is as clean as I can get it. How else can I help?”
“Well, nothing else needs to be done right now,” he answered, removing his coat and hat and hanging them on nearby hooks. “Sit down. I’m gonna brew another pot of coffee, and we’re gonna talk.”
“What about?” she asked, taking a seat at the kitchen table.
She knew the answer to that question. The day before, after making the hasty decision to leave Ian and after not speaking to her father in months, she’d called him from the Los Angeles airport and given him her flight information. He’d asked no questions and promised to meet her at the airport in Sheridan. Her flight from Denver had been delayed due to inclement weather, and she’d arrived late the night before, but her father had been there when she’d gotten off the plane, and they’d ridden most of the fifty miles north to the ranch in silence. Now, he was ready for answers.
He said nothing, as he started the coffee pot, then took a seat at the table across from her. “Well, something tells me you didn’t just drop everything and come all the way back to Wyoming from California just to help your old man out, now that your mom’s gone. By the way, how’d you get that nasty bruise on your cheek?”
She touched that spot. It still felt tender. Shaking her head in an attempt to clear the memory, she said, “I’ve left Ian. You know why he wanted us to move all the way to California? To get me away from everything and everyone familiar. The counselor at the women’s shelter where I went yesterday told me that sort of thing is common. The abuser tries to isolate his victim, so she doesn’t have any support system.”
Her father’s face darkened, and his fists clenched. “Son of a bitch! I had a feeling something was off about him but didn’t want to say anything. When I was your age, if anyone had told me there was something wrong with your mom when I married her, I would have said they were nuts.”
Shelby couldn’t help smiling. “Well, you were right about Ian, but of course, I wouldn’t have listened.”
“So, he’s been beating you up?”
“Yes, it started after our honeymoon. We’d just gotten settled in Huntington Beach that night when you called to tell me about Mom’s car accident. He said I didn’t need to come back here to be with her, that she would be fine, that he needed me more. I figured he was just tired. So, I took my phone in the bathroom and made the airline reservation. He said nothing and for once, he wasn’t interested in making love. Again, I figured he was tired. So, we just went to sleep. The next morning, he still wouldn’t talk to me.”
“I see.”
“I called him from the hospital in Denver, where Mom had been airlifted, but I just got his voicemail. I told him Mom wasn’t expected to live and suggested he come, but as you know, he never called me and never came. You and I figured he didn’t want to leave his new accounting job so soon after starting, which is understandable.”
“I suppose, but he still should have been with you.”
“Yeah, well, it just got worse after I got back. That was when he started hitting me every day for some minor infraction. His steak wasn’t cooked just right. The apartment wasn’t clean enough.”
“Jesus Christ!”
“At first, afterward, he apologized and told me how much he loved me. Bla bla bla. But then, he stopped doing that and became a control freak.”
“I’ll be damned.”
“He also made fun of me and put me down. He didn’t like me getting friendly with any of our neighbors. It seemed like he was always jealous.”
As tears threatened, she hung her head. Her father reached across the table and took her hand. “Honey, I’m sorry.”
“At first, I thought he was stressed out because of the new job. I thought that if I tried harder, it would get better, and we would eventually go back to the way things were before we got married. I loved him, but I don’t know why now.”
“You were interested in selling real estate. I thought you said you’d find a job doing that in Huntington Beach.”
“He wouldn’t let me. He wanted me to be a stay-at-home wife. He didn’t want me getting involved in anything. So, what was I supposed to do at home all day besides cook, clean, and shop?”
Her father sighed. “You know, I think your mom felt the same way. With you being our only child, once you were grown and able to take care of yourself, there wasn’t much for her to do out here in the middle of nowhere. Of course, I wouldn’t have objected if she’d wanted to work, and I never raised a hand to her.”
Shelby found herself smiling again. “Mom was lucky. You were a great husband. Anyway, something snapped yesterday. After Ian left for work, I researched women’s shelters and found one nearby. I went there, but then, I decided I just wanted to come home.”
“Of course, honey. You did the right thing. I love you, and no matter what happens, we’ll get through this together.”
“I love you, too, Dad,” Shelby said, no longer able to hold back her tears. She jumped up from the table, hurried around to his side, and pulled him into a bear hug, burying her face in his shoulder, drinking in his reassuring scent. “I’m sorry I didn’t call you before and tell you what was going on. I just didn’t know what to think until now.”
His arms came around her, as they’d done many times when she was a child, hurt or frightened. “Honey, it’s water under the bridge. The important thing is that you’re home and you’re safe.”
As her father held her, Shelby also realized that after months of feeling like a bird in a gilded cage, she was finally free.
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Abbie Johnson Taylor is the author of three novels, two poetry collections, and a memoir. Her work has appeared in The Weekly Avocet, The Writer’s Grapevine, and other publications. She lives in Sheridan, Wyoming. Please visit her website at: https://www.abbiejohnsontaylor.com
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Abbie Johnson Taylor, Author https://www.abbiejohnsontaylor.com abbietaylor945@gmail.com
Hi Pete, it is lovely to see Abbie featured here. I enjoyed this short story very much.
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Thank you, Robbi. I’m glad you liked the story.
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A powerful story of an all too common event, a good read.
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Cheers, Eddy. Thanks for reading.
Best wishes, Pete.
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I was expecting a lyrical, descriptive piece of writing about the countryside. The description of the surroundings is beautifully done, but this powerful tale of control and abuse is believable and shocking. I, too, know people trapped in abusive relationships and that justification for the behaviour and the sense of shame were very real to me. Well done, Abbie.
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Thank you. I appreciate your heartfelt comment.
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As a child i witnessed my mom being abused. There was no one for her to turn to, neither were there shelters back then. Your story was wonderfully written.
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An engrossing tale! If only every abused wife could find refuge at a ranch in Wyoming!
My father and I passed through Sheridan, Wyoming back in 1995 after a multi-day hike in the Bridger-Teton National Forest, driving through Yellowstone, visiting the museum in Cody, and stopping at the Little Bighorn battlefield. South of Sheridan (town of Buffalo), we turned east and eventually visited Devils Tower, Mount Rushmore, and the Badlands before returning to Kansas City. Anyway, that’s a beautiful part of the country, and I hope to go back there one day.
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Yes, it is beautiful country. I’m glad you were able to come and hope you can come back sometime.
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Very good read and the comments are instructive. Warmest regards, Theo
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Thanks very much, Theo.
Best wishes, Pete.
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Thanks to Abbie for this, in my meaning very empowering story. Thanks to you for sharing, Pete! Okay domestic violence can go both ways, but women definitely in the past were harmed much more. xx Michael
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Hi Michael and all.
One of the reasons weâre seeing an increase on domestic violence in males is due to same sex relationships. The problem there is the men being abused are so embarrassed by the fact they let another man harm them they donât want to report it and due this and other prejudices visited upon them there are few safe house shelters for them.
On a different and lighter note, Iâd like to say Abbieâs descriptions are amazingly vivid and I enjoyed the story.
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Thank you, Patty. I’m sure that men who are abused by women are also too proud to admit that.
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I fully agree with you, Patty! Its all so sad, when humans acting against by physical or psychical power.
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I think you’re right, Michael. I’m glad you liked the story.
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Thank you as well for publishing, Abbie! Enjoy a nice Sunday! xx Michael
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Reblogged this on NEW BLOG HERE >> https:/BOOKS.ESLARN-NET.DE.
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Thank you, Pete, for publishing this, and thanks to all who commented so far. Fortunately, I’ve never been in such a situation, but I know people who have. Some stories, like this one, have a more positive outcome, but others don’t.
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My pleasure, Abbie. Always happy to feature you.
Best wishes, Pete.
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Reblogged this on My Corner and commented:
Thanks to Beetley Pete for publishing my short story on his blog today. It was originally destined for a flash fiction contest sponsored by Wyoming Writers in which the prompt was “wide open spaces” and there was a 500-word limit. But as you’ll see, it morphed into a longer work. Enjoy!
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Reading the story brought back uncomfortable memories. There are so many stories like this with oh so many variations and many women stay trapped. And sometimes, it’s actually the man who is trapped. Abuse can go both way.
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Thanks for your thoughts, Carolyn.
Best wishes, Pete.
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Hi, first yes, this is a good story and I too had some uncomfortable moments.
Yes, abuse can go both ways. I’ve seen it before.
Lastly, might I respectfully suggest a trigger warning be placed in such posts. This allows readers to be aware there are “Descriptions of domestic violence” in the story, for the title gave no such acknowledgement.
As a survivor and writer of domestic violence events, I’ve learned this is quite important to do.
Great job Abbie in relating a story about a subject you yourself have never endured.
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Thanks very much, Patty.
Best wishes, Pete.
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Hi you’re most welcome.
Abbie as generously reblogged this onto my blog as well so I hope folks come from there to here to read.
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Patty, although I haven’t been in such a situation, I know people like you who have. I’m glad you found my portrayal realistic and sorry you felt uncomfortable. Whenever I post such material on my own blog in the future, I’ll include a disclaimer.
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so glad she made it out
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Thanks for reading and commenting, Beth.
Best wishes, Pete.
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Nice writing about a situation so many women face.
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Thanks, Stevie. Glad you liked it.
Best wishes, Pete.
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Although it’s a sad tale about an awful situation, it’s pretty ‘obviously’ written and one of many similar stories.
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Thanks for reading and commenting, Ro.
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