Nothing much is ‘happening’ today. Despite spring-like weather this afternoon, I fail to be impressed with anything at the moment. It was warmer and sunnier, but the mud is still there, and some snow has yet to melt. It is the 6th of March, ten days until my 66th birthday. Perhaps I was hoping to be inspired, by my soon-to-change year? Maybe I anticipated that being 66 might be some kind of milestone?
Whatever I considered, it isn’t working. I just feel fed up, with everything.
I am trying to read more, and also to watch more films. But that isn’t happening.
In general, I am OK, but I cannot shake the feeling of being fed up with life at the moment.
Ollie seems to be happy enough, so it’s no fault of my dog. Maybe it’s an age thing? I don’t know.
On the bright side, I received an email from an old ambulance colleague tonight. She had found my blog by chance, and shared some memories of the old days. But that moment was transient, and did not mellow my mood.
Some days, life just pisses you off, and you have no idea why.
Today is one of those days.
Don’t concern yourselves. I am confident that this will pass.